Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Yesterday was the result releasing of o level chinese,guess what?!
i got another c5. what the crap can! three c5 in a row!
does this mean my standard in only c5? three in a row!
before taking the result,i keeping saying to myself i cannot get another c5. no way! at least improve by a grade, but to my mismay , the grade never change. sigh. I totally lost it! Totally lost the movitationto study! GOSH!
Later in the day about 8 went to 188 for basketball training, for the punngol east csc. i think we only going because of the jersry and experince only cause there is no way we will win.
come on! we are compeitng in a open cateorgy. how can we win?
I was given the number 10! haha!
14-aug-2007
Now at ming rong's house, just now when walking to plaza for lunch justin said something me boil! As due to lack of drive and the motivation to perk up and study.ME , ji cai,bryan and ching chong and others were selected for the follow up of the motivation camp.
At first i was fine with it, until i saw i was recommend by two teacher to go for the follow up.
one is ms.chan ,my physic teacher. anothe one is mrs collen yeo, my new maths teacher . is like mrs yeo barely taught us for a month. and when i approach her worksheet, she only gave justin,it like what
the !!@#$#$##$%%^^ So dicourage by this!
And oh ya. justin said that made me piss off was that he said he change a 100% that why he was not selected for the follow up camp. i don't know i was piss! but it just didn't sound pleasing to my ears!
Then i made a bet with him that i will beat him at the final lap which is the o levels!
I REALLY HOPE I WILL BLOODY BEAT HIM! SO HE CAN SHUT HIS GAP UP!
He sometime so good but sometimes so showy of his A2 in comb. humani.
just can't take it! CRAP!
ARGH!!!
CAN I really make it?!!....
later going for evening class, hope to study as much as i can!
CAN SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN REALLY CONSTANTLY REMIND ME TO STUDY!?????
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