Tuesday, March 31, 2009
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
I'm just a little too not over you.
5 More Days to GPA Day.
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
OH DAMMM.
My Freaking knee is stopping me from all training, both volleyball and basketball.
Swollen knee. Suspect ligament damage. Hopefully it's not ligament tear.
I went Polyclinic to have my knee checked. After going through 4 hours of waiting and X-Ray.Luckily no broken/fracture bones , but no comfirmation of whether any ligament damage. Ask for a refer letter to changi's sports clinic but WTH need to wait till july?!!! WTHHHHH! 4 freaking months. How can i wait?
SO DR.Ivan Tan has decided on a 2 weeks rest but still need to work on upper body! hhahah . Alright. Got to blast.
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IVAN WANTS TO TRAVEL OVERSEA TOO. =( TOO BAD.
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Monday, March 23, 2009
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Braces.Sweet Smile. That you. =)
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Friday, March 20, 2009
MY KNEE IS CHUI!
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
"GUYS LIKE GIRLS, GIRLS LIKE GUYS.":That the way of natural. Some guys like girls in long straight silky hair, some prefer girls in curls. So what attracts IVAN? Alot people already know . I also mention alot alot alot of times , SHORT HAIR!!!
Short hair girls make me take a second look at them even they are butch/tom-boy/manly-girl. WHY? I DON'T KNOW TOO. It just looks more appealing to me somehow.
What adds on to IVAN'S ideal girl? -Sporty , Tanned , cute . That was in the past.
Now a new elements adds in. BRACES! =) It's short hair, sporty ,tanned , cute , Braces. HAHHA! This is the best care scenario ! I know i will never be able to find such girl. =X
Something like rihanna would be nice. Although she got beat up like crap by Chris Brown!
DAMM. Still cant sleep.
TIME CHECK: 5.42am....
IVAN out.
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Monday, March 16, 2009
Been thinking alot this holiday. My future, targets, what i want .
One important that is constantly in my mind is that "I WANT TO PLAY IN THE FINALS THIS YEAR!' But up till now i think the chances are very slim for CE. Look at the B div who was CHAMPS last year. How many are coming for the training previously? less than 5 at times. Okay , let's not mention those are coming back in April . What about those still in CE? How many times have you came for training. I bet less than half knows that ITESC may likely will be push forward to may . I am not like you guys started basketball at young age.Played for these and that club or win this or that, neither had i won ITESC champion last year.I am just a freaking loser who lost all his games last year who could only watch you guys played in the finals at the sidelines wishing i was one of you.
Ever since you all won the champion last year, some of you all became very action over it. So you guys think no need train already huh?
Anyway reality check. CENTRAL almost won you guys if not for the buzzer beater and WEST is still that freaking strong, i believe they will be strong this year. What about EAST? Still no tall players coming in. OH YA, our best assets this year a bunch of arrogant asses who think they are going to be champion this year w/o coming for training. You guys won them through your hardwork last year. But for now our fitness still not there and so many of you guys not coming for training.
SCREW YOU!
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Sorry people. I think i not going to be emo over such stuff. So tiring on my part. Shall be focus on my targets! Air con hall and Not be a burden!
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Monday, March 9, 2009
I seriously at wit's end. At the back of my head, My guts feeling told me that you saw me. Just didn't want to get in the bus cause you saw me? Maybe i just ain't sweet enough.
How i wish i am the one you are mentioning. I guess i am just struggling through each day. Don't what you want and what i seriously want.
Just give a sign. All i want is what you seriously think.
DAMM. It hurts.
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Sunday, March 8, 2009
Sunday,08-March-09.
I think this time next year would be my turn to feel like the senior. Don't feel like graduating, wants to spend more time with their course/class -mate . As far as i know most of them dont feel like leaving this school/classmate. After all they have spend 2 years together .
Tomorrow marks the final two paper of my year 1 journey. BCM & FOF . To be Honest , i don't really feel prepared for it. Before the Self declared study week i gave myself, I was like think how much i should score to push my GPA to at a 3. I doubt i can achieve it now.
I know I know. I should be studying now. But the mood/feel ain't there.=(
After this post i shall bury my head into the two freaking book!
All the best SENIORS!
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Saturday, March 7, 2009
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
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Thursday, March 5, 2009
Be More Team-Minded. PASSES , MORE PASSES. THIS YEAR.
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
I FEEL LIKE GIVING IT ALL UP.
I DON'T THINK I CAN ACHIEVE THE TARGETS I SET FOR MYSELF THIS YEAR.
BOTH IN TERMS OF STUDIES & SPORTS =(
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