Sunday, March 2, 2008
Hi all.
Recently i heard that one of my schoolmate struck with cancer, he is one year younger than me, i don't really know his condition now, all i know he is out of the hospital.He looks very healthy to me, if i didn't by chance visited his blog,i would not believe it.The cancer is like eating up his bone.I find it very scary.Before this incident,i also heard about a motorbike accident that cost a young man's life at fernvale which near sengkang coincidently he is also a boyfriend of one of my friend,life is so precious that we human ,can't really control it ourself.Terrifying isn't it?!
Last year when i retain,there also a malay guy suffered stroke, he like super fit those kind, with 8 packs and those body size a guy surely will hope to have.But too he can't control his own life and struck down by illness.He now walks with a limp, hey,sorry dude, not that i wanna call you robocop, just that i can't remember your name, if by any chance you see this post, sorry.
This three incident makes me take a few steps back and look at what i wanna do with my life, At age 19 this year i have accomplished nothing that would make my parents proud,certainly not in term of studies and not even in my interest,sports! I don't even know how to manage my life properly.All i know is bring troubles to my parents.
Back tracking this three incident last night, made me very emotional, like a very wierd feeling came over me.make me think would happen if one of this incident happens to me, how would my friend react and think and how my parents and relatives react...... come to think of it, it could happen.
I only would expect myself to live to about 60 plus 70, I know that when i going to be old , i certainly have all kind of illness, my friends says they will see on nkf charity show asking people to donate money!haha =)
I suddenly stop for awhile, not that i not sure what to type down, just mixed feeling within me,
Hey. dude, treat her better alright?
IVAN_tce
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