Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Hi all,
I just reach home after 3 full rounds of mahjong at soon hwa's house, I won abit of money, after that wnet breaskfast wif mel,derrick and clement at Rivervale mall's the roti shop. Later going ite simei to register.
Wondering what with my Title?...
That about my life,when i reach home i found out that my dad never leave money for me to pay the school fees, still need my mum to give me first & i have to lie to my dad that i lent it from my friends , so he will return it. SHIT right?Just a 300 bucks yet my dad can't fork it out, what kind of breadwinner is he?Don't know what kind of shit credit card debt is he in. Never buy much stuff ,still owe so much money. Don't know he at outside do what crap! owe utilities bills , headphone bills , Often get red letters(warning letters!)from law firms and unknown companies, Don't know how come he can owe so much! NB!You all rarely see me scold vulgarities in this blog but i am super pissed off! Just now i cried when i saw my mum cried but didn't want her to see it. just close the door pretend to go sleep. How come i have such a sucking life?! Now never give me allowance ,still no money?!where in the blue hell you spend all your money?
Work from day to night,night to day ,like some sort of big business, should be earning a decent sum of salary , but! Also never see you bringing home the money! DAMN!Damn pissed now!
Always make mum cry, and don't care her, leave her alone in the room , watching your bloody fucking television! SCREW !
Ask you go and comfort mum , You don't want! Say your fault ,you not happy ,threaten me this threaten me that! What the problem with you?!Think you are an adult, gives you the rights?
What ask me don't study , straight go army?Don't waste money !ass!I will do well,even in ite! Think i am like you? Can't even finish a fucking secondary school! KNN! NOw see! work stupid job. I am restricting myself not too scold too much vulgarities. All in all, he still my father. But DAD i really lose all the respect for you.I really can't take it anyhow.That a limit i can take, Always see my mum crying and being hurt.breaks my heart , althought she is sometimes annoying and nosy,but at least she respects me!
DAD, Treat mum well.
I VOW TO GET A WELL TO DO JOB, LET MY MUM TO HAVE A GOOD LIFE.
Seriously i don't know how much i can take, before i will burst.
I hope there will be a end to all this shit.
TO: a person, Hey, you have a gf already, Treat well, i say again.Stop flirting with other girls.
IVAN_TCE
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